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I haven’t seen my best friend in weeks. We went from seeing each other almost every day for the past 9 years,to like once a month. I love being with her. I’m at her house right now, and I’m so happy. :’) She’s the one person I can be absolutely ridiculous with and she doesn’t care at all. I love her so muchhhhh. <3

Love,
Amie

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I keep hearing people say they’re excited to meet me when I transfer schools. I don’t want to let you down, so let me introduce myself now.

My name is Amie. Pronounced like Amy. I refuse to smoke. Never have, never will. I rarely drink, and when I do, I don’t get wasted. I’m not the type of girl who goes to a party every weekend. If anything, I’d just rather chill at someone’s house with a few friends. I’ve kissed one guy in my entire life. I’m not prude, I’m not afraid to get dirty, I’m just picky about who I chose to get with. I don’t have many friends. I’m here to help anyone with their problems, but if you’re being dumb, I’ll tell you straight up. I don’t filter what I say. I say what I’m thinking. I don’t partake in any type of drama. I’m a simple girl with a complicated mind. I’m not that interesting. I’m just trying to get through my days with a genuine smile on my face, and that’s all.

I had a great fucking day with my girls and bros in downtown Chicago today. We’re like a family, I love each and every one of them. I’m so tired though, so good night.

is not as many shitty moments but just as much love as I had in 2011. And of course, to be happy and healthy.

burning-soul:

But I’m too full. Full of memories, fears, hope, love and anger. I have too much inside myself, I have a heart that’s getting too heavy to carry around. I feel so much I can’t have peace.

Dear crush, you don’t exist. Please be good to me, I’ve been through a lot lately. If I love you, I will love you with all my heart.

Dear best friend, thank you for being here for me through everything. We’ve been best friends since fifth grade. We’ve both been through so much- but we’ve learned that we can still be best friends through our differences and I love that. I’m still so sorry for leaving you at gbw. You’ll still be first on my speed dial, I promise:)

Dear ex boyfriend, you and I were perfect together. I honestly thought I was going to marry you. You made me feel love like I’ve never felt it before. You broke me heart when you said you didn’t love me like you used to, but I guess it is what it is. I miss how we used to talk. I still love you. I’ll always be here for you, no matter what. Love you babe.

Dear mom, I’m sorry. I know I’m a shit daughter and I cause you so much stress. Thank you for loving me as much as you do. I love you more than I love anyone else in this world. Please forgive me if I ever leave you. I know it’s going to be difficult but I need you to move on. Try to forget about me. If I leave, it’ll be for the best.

Dear dad, thank you also for being so supportive of everything. I know I’m difficult and rude, but I’m a troubled child. I know that should never be an excuse. I love you and I’m sorry.

Dear sisters, you guys have made me feel like shit for so long now. I can honestly say I hate my older sister. My younger one annoys me a little too much. Guess I’ll just continue putting on a smile and living with it.

Dear kids at school, I hate each and every one of you with a passion. From the day I started at this school, I have turned into an emotional, depressed, miserable mess. I fucking hate all of you.

Dear future me, I don’t even know if I’ll still be alive, but if I am… learn from all of my past mistakes. Be friendly with everyone. Always wear a smile. Don’t ever give anyone a chance to talk shit, “kill them with kindness.” Be known as the girl who always smiled even though she was battling depression inside. Leave memories with everyone.